Who would you have become? Where in life would you be? What career would you have? Forever frozen at 23. A life cut short. 38, is how old you'd be now. But is not to be. Happy Birthday! You are missed, you are remembered.
Immortal's Frustration by Hades-Angel13, literature
Literature
Immortal's Frustration
Surfing the internet Seeing their foolishness Wondering how they stooped so low Annoyed and frustrated Disgusted by their actions Licking toilet seats Attacking people for how they look Incensed by this nonsense Wanting to do something Know that if she does Her secret will be out She’ll be the next target But it’s worth it She can’t take anymore After hundreds of years of watching Acting from the shadows Now is the time to publicly act Try to change the world for the better And hopefully bring some unity In this dysfunctional world
Cool breeze
Green trees sway
Underneath the blue sky
As the water ripples
In the lake
A harmony
Within nature
So beautiful
So tranquil
Sit still
Quiet your mind
Let nature’s tranquility
Bring peace and healing
Become one with nature
Feeling the energy flow
Be at peace
In body, mind, and spirit
You can’t go
Not now
Please don’t leave me like this
This can’t be the end
Please keep your eyes open
Keep breathing
Please don’t drift away into forever sleep
I love you, I need you
You can’t leave me
I can’t bear to lose you
Keep hanging on
Why does this have to be happening?
It’s not right
It’s not right
You’re the only one
To accept me
To love me
Please stay with me
I’m lost without you
Come back to me and live
You are my life
You are loved
You are needed
Please live
There’s so much we haven’t done,
Haven’t experienced
Please pull through
I’m beg
Shy, different, awkward
Wanting friends;
Human connections
Socially awkward
Not sure what to say
Not sure what to do
Self-consciousness kicks in
What will they think about me?
What if I say or do something strange?
Self-doubt
They won’t like me anyways
So why should I try
Frustration
Why can’t I make friends?
Why am I such a failure?
Sadness
I yearn for human connection
But I can’t talk to anyone
Loneliness
I wish I wasn’t alone
I need friendship and love
Am I that unlovable?
This is such a vicious cycle
Will it ever be broken?
Or will I die alone and broken?
Shy and gentle
Kind and protective
So sensitive and sweet
A soul who has been hurt
Many times by many people
Trying to fit in
Trying to find love
Yet denied both
Drowning in loneliness and pain
No one understood
No one cared
Finally hitting a breaking point
Lashing out against them
A society that continuously rejected him
In death love comes
Someone to understand
In death also comes regret
Regret for actions taken
On that last fateful day of life
Regret and sadness
A light shining in the darkness
A warmth that he’d never felt
This girl calling to him
A stranger, yet familiar
For, she had been calling to him
A strong connection be
Invisible, yet visible
the enemy stealing everything
Bit by bit
A never-ending battle
Depression, anger, frustration
This fight
So exhausting
Cannot be truly won
Sneaky is the enemy
And ever present
This body
A cage of flesh
A soul crying for peace
Trapped within
The ever present enemy
Consuming pain
Swirling all around
Screaming on the inside,
Crying out for solace
It never comes
Rapid thoughts on replay
Worthless, ugly, unwanted, and unloved
Wishing they would stop
Hated and alone
Craving affection
Wondering why now
Having so much to give
Yet, it’s locked away
Buried by the pain
Waiting to be set free
Will this pain ever leave?
Will relief ever come?
Crying on the inside
Wondering how long this will last
Maybe one day this will be better
I won’t let you go
Just hold on
I’m here for you
I know things seem bad
It can be painful
But you’re not alone
Don’t lose yourself
To the pain
Things will get better
I can’t bear to see you hurt
I’d take your pain away
If I could
I can’t lose you
You’re special
And always will be to me
Remember you are loved
It will get better
You’re life matters
Who would you have become? Where in life would you be? What career would you have? Forever frozen at 23. A life cut short. 38, is how old you'd be now. But is not to be. Happy Birthday! You are missed, you are remembered.
Immortal's Frustration by Hades-Angel13, literature
Literature
Immortal's Frustration
Surfing the internet Seeing their foolishness Wondering how they stooped so low Annoyed and frustrated Disgusted by their actions Licking toilet seats Attacking people for how they look Incensed by this nonsense Wanting to do something Know that if she does Her secret will be out She’ll be the next target But it’s worth it She can’t take anymore After hundreds of years of watching Acting from the shadows Now is the time to publicly act Try to change the world for the better And hopefully bring some unity In this dysfunctional world
Cool breeze
Green trees sway
Underneath the blue sky
As the water ripples
In the lake
A harmony
Within nature
So beautiful
So tranquil
Sit still
Quiet your mind
Let nature’s tranquility
Bring peace and healing
Become one with nature
Feeling the energy flow
Be at peace
In body, mind, and spirit
You can’t go
Not now
Please don’t leave me like this
This can’t be the end
Please keep your eyes open
Keep breathing
Please don’t drift away into forever sleep
I love you, I need you
You can’t leave me
I can’t bear to lose you
Keep hanging on
Why does this have to be happening?
It’s not right
It’s not right
You’re the only one
To accept me
To love me
Please stay with me
I’m lost without you
Come back to me and live
You are my life
You are loved
You are needed
Please live
There’s so much we haven’t done,
Haven’t experienced
Please pull through
I’m beg
Shy, different, awkward
Wanting friends;
Human connections
Socially awkward
Not sure what to say
Not sure what to do
Self-consciousness kicks in
What will they think about me?
What if I say or do something strange?
Self-doubt
They won’t like me anyways
So why should I try
Frustration
Why can’t I make friends?
Why am I such a failure?
Sadness
I yearn for human connection
But I can’t talk to anyone
Loneliness
I wish I wasn’t alone
I need friendship and love
Am I that unlovable?
This is such a vicious cycle
Will it ever be broken?
Or will I die alone and broken?
Shy and gentle
Kind and protective
So sensitive and sweet
A soul who has been hurt
Many times by many people
Trying to fit in
Trying to find love
Yet denied both
Drowning in loneliness and pain
No one understood
No one cared
Finally hitting a breaking point
Lashing out against them
A society that continuously rejected him
In death love comes
Someone to understand
In death also comes regret
Regret for actions taken
On that last fateful day of life
Regret and sadness
A light shining in the darkness
A warmth that he’d never felt
This girl calling to him
A stranger, yet familiar
For, she had been calling to him
A strong connection be
Invisible, yet visible
the enemy stealing everything
Bit by bit
A never-ending battle
Depression, anger, frustration
This fight
So exhausting
Cannot be truly won
Sneaky is the enemy
And ever present
This body
A cage of flesh
A soul crying for peace
Trapped within
The ever present enemy
Consuming pain
Swirling all around
Screaming on the inside,
Crying out for solace
It never comes
Rapid thoughts on replay
Worthless, ugly, unwanted, and unloved
Wishing they would stop
Hated and alone
Craving affection
Wondering why now
Having so much to give
Yet, it’s locked away
Buried by the pain
Waiting to be set free
Will this pain ever leave?
Will relief ever come?
Crying on the inside
Wondering how long this will last
Maybe one day this will be better
I won’t let you go
Just hold on
I’m here for you
I know things seem bad
It can be painful
But you’re not alone
Don’t lose yourself
To the pain
Things will get better
I can’t bear to see you hurt
I’d take your pain away
If I could
I can’t lose you
You’re special
And always will be to me
Remember you are loved
It will get better
You’re life matters
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